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  Inward Bound:
A Pathless Journey Into the Self




In January, 2003, after fifteen years of facilitating
councils and retreats in Hawai'i, Europe, Australia,
the Americas and New Zealand, and three years of
profound personal disillusionment, Rashani began
offering month long retreats on the Big Island of
Hawai'i. She held her first 3 month retreat in the
fall of 2005 and will be offering similar retreats
in the future.

Inward Bound, this pathless exploration of non-dual
awareness, is an opportunity to meet the vastness
and essence of who we are while attending to the
details of everyday life. We nurture and are nurtured
by the land and have the opportunity to experience
more clearly what is occurring within and around us
moment to moment. The illusion of separation
become increasingly apparent. 
    During periods of silence and in the midst of personal
    interactions, whatever core issues need attending 
     inevitably arise and are welcomed in the spaciousness
      of unconditional presence. There is an effortless action
        that begins to happen when we drop agendas and methods
          and abide in the unknown.

            Who are we without the need to effort towards
              something? What happens when we let go of resisting
                or confronting what we are experiencing?  What occurs
                  when we drop the habit of labeling our experience?

                    Inward Bound is an invitation to explore timeless time. 
                      What has previously been perceived as an obstacle or 
                        limitation often becomes an opening into a more inclusive
                         awareness or is simply deconstructed in the alchemy
                          of direct experience. All paths, teachings and beliefs fall
                           away and that which is deeper than any habitual behavior
                            organically reveals itself.

                            Surrendering into the stream of sustained inquiry, we
                            discover that total freedom is possible without having
                            to change outer circumstances. We meet who we are
                            without needing to be in control. 

                            Rashani shares: "I was amazed to discover how
                            quickly a bonsai tree grew when it was removed from
                            its shallow pot and transplanted into the earth. A similar
                            blossoming occurs in people who cultivate unconditional
                            presence. Gradually, the unconditioned mind infuses 
                            the conditioned mind like a fragrance of light."

                            Some groups prefer more structure and others want to
                            explore structurelessness. Past groups have enjoyed
                            formal sessions of walking, sitting and singing meditation,
                            edgu, yoga, authentic movement and dance, journal 
                            writing, sharing in dyads and with the group, as well as
                            less structured time for doing nothing, following the
                            currents of the moment, communing with the land and 
                            animals, spontaneous drumming and poetry circles, 
                            sharing dreams, reading, etc. Each participant receives
                            two sessions per week with Rashani.



   
       
   
     

A poem by Rashani for the participants
of the 9th Inward Bound retreat:
 


When does a cloud become a cloud?
At what moment
does the cluster of molecules
gather into a distinguishable form?

How does a flower
change into fruit?
White, delicate petals into guava,
lavender, stellar bursts into pineapple,
multi-colored mandalas into passion fruit
like fertile eggs dipped into vats of sunlight,
hanging, then falling from wild vines
onto my garden path.

At what moment
does the deluded mind
navigate towards its source,
unveiling itself into awakening?
How does pain
transfigure itself back into aliveness?

How does the husk of personality
relinquish its eons of conditioning,
returning one to essence?

Sheer mystery
that this exhausted
and cluttered mind
can be infused with its true nature,
can spill effortlessly
back through itself
in less than a ration of time.

At what moment
did the river of grace
draw my essence into yours,
yours into mine?



                               



Having lost so much
I am beginning to glimpse
what cannot be lost.
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